Impetus (August 2024)

From Students to Leaders

Ashley Tan is a Year 3 Community Development student at Ngee Ann Polytechnic and was the co-chairperson of NP CF for AY2023/24. Sybil Lim is a Year 3 Biomedical Science student at Singapore Polytechnic and served as the chairperson of SP CF for AY2023/24. Both were recently elected National Student Council (NSC) coordinators on the FES Board at the FES AGM on 1 June 2024. Below, they share their journey from students to leaders.

What initially motivated you to step into a leadership role, and how did your journey evolve from being a student to a student leader, and eventually a board member?

Ashley: My initial motivation came from being impacted by the CF community. Stepping up to serve in the CF was a unique journey that deepened my understanding of leadership. The experience evolved from simply being a student member to taking on more responsibilities. I witnessed the importance of creating a supportive, Christ-centred community while still caring for the campus and discussing issues such as bringing Christ into our conversations about school and being more intentional in our faith. I have gained more insight into God’s heart, my own, and how they thus shape my relationships with others. This learning journey is still ongoing, as it has now led me to serve on the board, where my role is to advocate for students and CFs in alignment with FES’s mission.

Sybil: My motivations to step into leadership were rather simple. I wanted to understand how SP CF functions as a Christian group in school. Additionally, I saw the need for leaders in the CF and I took it as an opportunity to develop my leadership skills. Nothing would have prepared me for what I was about to experience. Student leadership offered me many opportunities for learning, service, friendship, and worship, and I am blessed to have had such a rich and unique experience that continues to this day as I serve as a board member.

Ashley and Sybil with fellow Poly CF leaders during Leadersʼ Party in 2023. (Sybil and Ashley are in the front row, first and second from left respectively)

As a student leader, what are some of the biggest challenges or fears you’ve encountered?

Ashley: The first challenge is understanding my identity as a Christian before my role as a student. With the overwhelming emphasis on grades in Singapore, it’s easy to get caught up in the race and place my worth in academic achievements rather than in Christ. I struggled with rest, often staying up late to perfect essays and project work, squeezing in CF planning during small pockets of time, all while juggling personal commitments. The second challenge is leadership itself. I had high expectations of myself, believing I could handle everything on my own. It was tempting to think I didn’t need help, and when things went wrong, I felt like a failure, unworthy of my role, taking a blow to my pride. There were many moments when I had to stop myself from spiralling and losing sight of the bigger picture while caught up in the administrative tasks of planning CF events. Community became so crucial for me. It reminded me of my worth in Christ, provided support, and encouraged me to rest, helping me to not lose myself in my efforts and always remember that it wasn’t me, it was all God.

Sybil: I was a rather withdrawn CFer before I stepped up and I would rarely strike conversations with others. I barely knew the CF in the beginning and the social interactions felt draining. Additionally, with the weekly CF plans and responsibilities to fulfil, I prioritised serving in CF and I thought I could cope with my studies by cramming everything before the exams. My plate was so full, I was often anxious about leading the CF well and I was barely learning much in school since I didn’t make time to watch my lectures. Despite the well-meaning concerns of my CFers and classmates, rest was the last thing on my mind, and I often brushed it off as something I could take care of during the term break. To make things worse, I had high expectations of myself and others whom I served with, and I could not settle for less. I took pride in serving the CF, under the guise of wanting to do my best. Being busy serving in the CF made it feel like I was close to God, but little time was made for my personal quiet time and prayer.

Can you share some of the small joys or rewarding moments you’ve experienced in your role as a student leader?

Ashley: One of the greatest joys I’ve experienced is seeing my fellow CFers grow, both spiritually and in their relationships with each other. For example, during Bible studies, I noticed how some members started off more reserved, but gradually became more open and shared personal experiences. I was deeply moved by how members stepped up to serve and actively support our campus engagement initiatives. Whether it was participating in dry runs for interfaith games, packing gift packs for a joint interfaith goodie bag distribution, or handing out cards to blue-collar workers around campus, their willingness to contribute was incredible. Through these actions, they not only grew as individuals but also caught a glimpse of God’s heart as they took the initiative to show Christ’s love to others. Seeing this growth and enthusiasm among my peers has truly warmed my heart and affirmed the impact of our community.

Sybil: It’s rewarding when I hear that CFers feel that they belong to the CF and that they actively contribute in the community, from enthusiastically organising gatherings outside of weekly CF sessions to stepping up into leadership positions. I’ve also enjoyed discussions that stimulate deeper thinking about how we should live more intentionally as Christian students and how we can see God’s hand in all things, no matter how “secular” they may be. Overall, seeing God’s hand at work through the CF in various ways brought many moments of awe at His sovereignty and faithfulness to the ministry.

Looking back, what were the most significant lessons you have learnt in this journey?

Ashley: I learnt the importance of rest, especially resting in God, to combat burnout. Rest is not just about physical recuperation, but also about spiritual renewal and it is a part of taking care of yourself as a person that God created. As a Christian student leader, it’s easy to blur the lines between work and faith, often neglecting rest, like sleep, to complete proposals or sacrificing devotions to be on social media to relax. These were all dilemmas that I struggled with. However, during our Ministry Exposure and Leadership Training (MELT) camp and after having conversations with loving seniors, we explored the true meaning of rest and its various aspects – both passive and active. We practised silence and solitude, learned to be comfortable in quiet moments and invited God into that space. Having a time of reflection and connection with nature through walks and quiet time helps to nurture our spiritual and mental health. For me, these practices are vital in integrating my faith with my mental well-being.

Sybil: I learnt a lot about managing myself and my relationships with others. Experiencing these struggles in a nurturing community of fellow leaders and staff workers helped to shape me into a better leader. I won’t say that I have changed completely, but I have gained better awareness of my needs and tendencies. I understood that taking care of my physical, mental, and spiritual health does not take time away from things that I have to complete but would instead enable me to serve better as I would have the energy and right headspace to do so. Another significant lesson for me is to trust my fellow leaders and empower them to take ownership of their roles. Being intentional with the use of words and actions to encourage better collaboration is an art to be mastered and I hope that I can grow in this aspect through more experiences to come.

Ministry News

Voice Matters

FES Singapore participants at EARC

The East Asia Regional Conference (EARC) is a gathering of students from IFES student movements across East Asia and a platform to worship God, study the Bible, and support each other across the region. It is held once every three years, and most recently on 3 to 9 July 2024 in Bangkok, Thailand. This EARC’s theme was “Voice Matters” and centred on encouraging participants to listen and learn from God and each other. Thirty of us from FES Singapore participated in the conference, including six staff and 24 students from various campus groups. Three student representatives share their reflections below:

Yi Jin learning a Thai dance at the cultural fun fair

EARC 2024 created many opportunities for us to learn God’s Word and fellowship with one another. This indeed serves as an exchange for young people in East Asia to come together and worship Him, regardless of the language spoken and background we come from. It was a rare opportunity to see how diverse Christ’s kingdom is. It amazes me that although we are different in our physical features and culture, we love the same Christ. This is a depiction of what demographics in heaven will be like, but over there, we will no longer see distinctions between nationalities and cultures. Thus, I am empowered to progress in His work till the day we unite.

A memorable activity every morning is the Bible exposition, which was conducted by a former General Secretary of a movement, studying the book of Zechariah. Using the 3Rs of Return, Recognise, and Remember, we could see God’s promise to His people and how He was calling us to Him despite how we have rebelled against Him. By breaking down the book into various parts, you can see how God is working and His sovereignty. This was my first time studying in detail and hearing sermons from Zechariah and I found that this is indeed an optimistic book. We should trust the will of the almighty God and surrender ourselves to Him. We have hope within us, and regardless of any complications faced, we would not need to fear for He is with us.

This conference made me realise how fortunate we are to live as believers in Singapore, where being at the forefront in terms of education and the economy allows us to be well-connected to the world. Hence, we should make full use of such advantages and expand His kingdom. I finally understand why Singapore is known as the “Antioch of Asia”. I believe if we have a revival in Singapore, we are in a better position to fulfil His purpose.

– Ho Yi Jin
CCF, SUSS, Social Work Year 4

Abbie (back row, first left) with her small group

EARC was a life-changing experience that granted me opportunities to grow in my faith and fellowship with students from different movements. Going beyond the people within my small group, I interacted with many during mealtimes! Hearing their stories and experiences and even finding similar situations faced within our campus fellowships made me realise that I’m not alone in this. My heart felt heavy when friends shared about the lack of religious freedom in their countries. They attend underground churches or even hold services at home, risking their lives for Christ. Despite the challenges they face, they don’t let it hinder them. Rather, they continue growing in their faith, even spreading the gospel to others despite the strict restrictions in their country.

The workshop I attended, “Knowing God, Knowing Self” served as a reminder to root myself in my Christ-given identity. Throughout the Bible, God has given us many identities and it is so important for us to not be swayed by the identities that the world gives, as our identity gives us direction for our lives. It is crucial to know who I am from God’s perspective and to stay grounded in this identity. The night plenary session on this same day resonated a lot with me, especially when the speaker spoke about how God created us with extraordinary skill and that we are all unique. We are being shaped to be God’s masterpiece, and there is none like Him. It is so tempting (and easy at times) to conform to worldly expectations and identities, but it is a price I have to pay for following Christ. May I continue to seek the Lord first in all that I do and root my identity in Him.

– Abbie Tan Sze En
NP CF, Community Development Year 2

Going on a city tour! (Wilbert is the first from the right)

EARC 2024 has been an incredible chance to step back from the hustle and bustle of study and work, and truly listen to the voices around me. Whether it was the workshop on developing a biblical worldview, the quiet reflections, or the Bible expositions on the book of Zechariah, I’ve had the opportunity to hear more of God’s voice and practice true worship by living out our faith.

Through the Standing in the Gap (praying for various movements) and plenary sessions, my small group discussions, and conversations over meals, God has opened my ears to the diverse voices of fellow students and staff workers who are very passionate for Christ. One moment that stands stood out was our impromptu prayer meeting on the last night of the conference. Hearing and praying for the hardships of students from various campuses and movements – things one would usually only hear through mass media – was a priceless experience. It made me deeply grateful for the freedom I have as a Christian living in Jakarta and Singapore. Additionally, hearing the many stories about how God has continued to work in everyone’s lives reminded me of His faithfulness and love, which empowers me to continue serving Him and others.

Finally, the conference gave me a chance to listen to my own voice, which I hadn’t fully tuned into before. The Selah sessions helped me reflect on what I’ve received from others in the conference, what I’ve done in the past for God through my studies, work, and service, and what I ought to be doing coming going forward. As Lisman shared during the commissioning service: “God does not call us to do EVERYTHING, but we must do EVERYTHING that God calls us to do.” Let us pray for the grace to hear God’s voice and seek His guidance in our lives and ministries, not only in Singapore but throughout East Asia and the world. Ad maiorem Deo gloriam!

– Wilbert Thamrin
NTU ISCF, Mathematical Sciences, Year 2

Journey Essentials

Graduation Party is an FES-GCF collaborative event for graduating students. It marks both the celebratory as well as transitory nature that graduation brings. As such, one key aspect of the event is the commissioning of the graduating students as they enter the workforce. The Party also seeks to introduce and welcome them to the young graduates’ ministry. This year’s theme is “Journey Essentials.” It was held in Orchard Road Presbyterian Church on 20 July 2024 and was attended by approximately 75 people. Below, three participants share their reflections on this event.

The FES Graduation Party was not only a fun time to catch up with schoolmates, but also to meet new people and refocus on what it means to work as a Christian. I had never given much thought to what it meant to graduate and go out to work, especially in a Christian context, as I had taken the process for granted. After all, it is something we all must eventually do. However, through this event, I was reminded and encouraged to think about how to prepare for this new phase of life while putting Christ at the centre. As Christians in the workplace, we ought to intentionally be salt and light for God and be Christlike even in this new stage of life. Being able to talk to others in a similar life stage also reminded me that this uncomfortable period of change and transition is not something I need to battle alone and that there is always a community to support one another.

– Erin Ng Xin Le (NUS VCF) graduated from NUS’ Biomedical engineering

Not a small turnout at Graduation Party!

As I had always envisioned myself teaching in the future, I chose to study Mathematics at NTU. During my undergraduate studies, I focused on doing research projects, particularly in machine learning. When I applied for the PhD programme at NTU, my eyes were set on the Provost Graduate Award (PGA) PhD scholarship. I went through the first round of interviews in February and waited to be called for the next round. As the months passed, my peers went through the subsequent rounds and even received their scholarship offers. The thought that I would most likely receive a lower grade scholarship offer instead hit me hard as it would not be sufficient to finance my study loans. After months of not getting any response to my application, I gave up on my PhD dreams and began looking for jobs instead. I kept praying to God and looking for answers. “I thought You wanted me to teach”, I repeatedly asked. But He created a miracle for me. I was offered the PGA scholarship much later after the offers were released and nobody received this scholarship without going through the interviews. I was at my lowest when the offer came, and even hesitated to take the offer, as I felt very disappointed in myself. My ISCF fellowship group witnessed my PhD rollercoaster journey and kept reassuring me that God has a plan.

Thinking through case studies together (Hans is on the right)

Now as I look to continue my dreams through my PhD, I related to what Isaiah meant when he said the Lord’s ways are higher than my ways and His thoughts higher than my thoughts in Isaiah 55:9. It also showed me how important it was being in a fellowship, to have brothers in Christ reminding you that God has a beautiful and specific plan for us all, and that He works through ways we don’t understand. I’m happy to reunite with fellow brothers and sisters in Christ at the Graduation Party, where each shares different obstacles and fears as we navigate this new chapter. Listening to an alumnus share how he had navigated through this phase reassured me that God listens to our prayers and that He works in mysterious ways. The importance of faith, perseverance, and community support was emphasised, which gave me comfort and alleviated my worries. Cheers to new beginnings for us all.

– Hans (NTU ISCF) graduated from NTU’s Mathematical Sciences in Statistics

It has been months since the last CF session, and I truly miss those days. In my school days, I eagerly anticipated graduation and envisioned a life free from studying. However, upon graduating, I felt adrift, isolated and lost. The theme of the party, “Journey Essentials: Before Embarking on Your Next Adventure” caught my attention. It seemed to offer precisely what I needed. With an open heart, I registered, hoping to find answers to my doubts and gain some insights.

Jeremiah sharing on being a community that gives

Even though I will continue studying instead of working, I foresee struggles such as financial insecurities and life’s uncertainties post-graduation. As I mature into adulthood, my parents have reduced my allowance and encouraged me to seek part-time employment to understand the value of financial independence and planning. However, I’ve noticed a reluctance to give generously. Jeremiah’s message on giving reminded me that generosity is more than an act; it reflects our relationship with God and the Christian community. We give because we have received much from God, who owns everything. Giving back is also our source of joy and fulfilment.

During the discussion on uncertainties, the scenario of Ben, a dedicated CF leader contemplating changing churches to follow his childhood friends, resonated with me. Many at my table shared similar sentiments. As CF members committed to campus service, returning to the church community can feel unfamiliar, especially as close friends depart. The dilemma of whether to switch churches to join a friend’s church is complex, with no clear answer. The consensus was to prayerfully discern God’s purpose for each individual. I learnt that as a member of the church, we not only focus on what we can receive but also contribute positively and actively to church growth and unity. I continue to pray for guidance on this matter with my friends. Overall, the party session was a valuable opportunity to connect with the community and reflect on our shared struggles.

– Joyce Chan Yi Ling (NP CCF) graduated from NP’s Diploma in Nursing

Commissioning the newly minted graduates into their next stage of life!

Ask a Student Leader

Joash Sudarshan Devanandan

What has been your greatest challenge as a student leader and how did you manage or overcome it?

My greatest challenge as a student leader was managing the fluctuating participation rates and varying commitments of SUSS CF members. This issue was further complicated by the CF’s unofficial status, which limited the broader campus engagement we had initially hoped to achieve. To overcome this, we focused on strengthening our community by initiating Prayer Groups to foster deeper connections through informal catch-up sessions. These efforts helped us to connect with our CFers throughout the year, maintaining continuity and involvement within the CF.

What is one encouragement you would like to share with others?

The most encouraging aspect was seeing my fellow CFers during CF sessions and witnessing the development of the community. Despite their varying commitments, watching them bond at our CF sessions was heartening. Moreover, seeing the CFers engage more deeply in Scripture and theological discussions was another source of great joy. All these affirmed the importance of nurturing one another and being salt and light to those around us and in society.

How has this past year of student leadership developed you in your faith and future?

Despite its challenges, leading SUSS CF has taught me the importance of adaptability, resilience, and maintaining a strong sense of community to ensure the continuity of the CF. Moreover, these experiences deepened my understanding of Christlike leadership and what it means to lead the CF by example. I also understood better the need to create an environment of openness and spirituality within the Exco itself, such as by caring for and encouraging one another. It has also taught me to manage expectations and resolve conflicts in a loving manner by considering the feelings of those involved. Lastly, this leadership journey has drawn me closer to Christ, knowing that I can count on Him to expand the student ministry in SUSS despite the challenges and let His will in SUSS be done.

Joash is a final-year Business Analytics student and served as the chairperson of SUSS CF for AY 2023/24.

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General Secretary

I am pleased to feature Sybil and Ashley in this issue of Impetus. They are the National Student Council (NSC) coordinators for 2024/25, and it would be good to allow both the space to share their experiences of CF and student leadership thus far. I shall briefly share about the NSC plans for the year here. The NSC is the committee that comprises the chairpersons of all the CFs under FES. One of its objectives is to engage in national-level initiatives in the interests of the CFs and FES. This year, the NSC is looking into three strategic issues: church relations and partnerships, beginners to the CF, and leadership experience and evaluation. At the NSC, the student leaders recognise challenges faced not only in the CFs, but also among Christian youths in general. The NSC is thus a strategic platform and opportunity to explore these challenges and consider what might be done about them. You may read more about what the NSC has done in our FES Annual Report 2023 (https://fellowship.sg/resources/fes-publications/annual-review/).

NSC meeting on 24 July

Upcoming and Ongoing

Leaders Party (Part 3). The conclusion to the Leaders Party will take place from 27 to 28 September. This closes our three-part series of programmes for our student leaders that began in May and will coincide with the time that our university CFs have also started their new academic year. Pray for courage and confidence for our students and leaders as they navigate the uncertainties and complexities of campus life while holding to their convictions of being faithful witnesses and followers of Christ.

Cultivating a Christian Mind. FES will organise the inaugural Faith and Academics conference from 13 to 14 September (see https://promo.fellowship.sg/template-page-4/). The conference aims to equip students with perspectives grounded in Christian tradition so that they might better engage their academic disciplines. Pray for a fruitful time of learning and discussion as academics, graduates, students, and staff gather to explore the relationship between God and academia.

World Student Day. IFES has set 18 to 19 October as a day of prayer for students worldwide and to celebrate all that God is doing through the IFES ministries. Praise God for how He has faithfully sustained student ministry in Singapore all these years. Pray for the Singapore movement to persevere and remain in solidarity with others around the world as a global student movement.

Annual Thanksgiving Dinner. FES and GCF is jointly organising this annual dinner on 6 September. Please refer to the sign-up details here.

Finance and Fundraising

As of July 2024, FES has received $1M in regular donations against an $2.2M annual budget. This represents close to 50% of our budget as we move into the second half of 2024. FES heavily relies on contributions from our alumni who have been through our ministries. But there is specifically the need for more of our young graduates to prayerfully consider regularly supporting us in student and graduate work. We have recently included instructions for setting up Standing Instructions and Recurring Transfers on the FES website at https://fellowship.sg/participate/support-regular. Please pray and consider being part of the community of givers so that FES and the CFs may sustain their presence and witness on the campuses.

Blessings

Jeremiah Goh
General Secretary

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